Spent
a routine boring day yet again. Yet again I missed you and yet again I wanted
to bed you. It is kind of intriguing how I think of having you every day since
you left me considering that I never quite had that desire in the many days
that we spent together. But you actually made me very concupiscent today. It is
quite awkward to sit with a room full of people around you when your brain and
heart are conspiring together to pump all the blood in your body from the brain
to someplace where it should rather not be. It is awkward to say the least when
your body senses what is going on around you and your brain responds by calling
for someone miles away.
All
the while I was supposed to be involved in my work, all I did was to think-
thoughts not very familiar to you but thoughts very much about you…about each little
curve on your body…those long fingers. I could not but think about the
lingering taste that your lips left on me every time we kissed, that sweet
softness of your skin, of your body under mine. I was staring at the wall all
the time, while thinking of the beautiful woman in you and how she aroused and
gratified each cell, each pore of my body and my soul. The man in me wanted to
pounce on you and to devour you but your lover just wanted to stand back- to
drink from the softness of your flesh right into your soul. And they were both
competing to possess you, to own every cell of you- a prize, alas, that is not
theirs to own anymore. Fools! You arouse not just my body dear, but my spirit
and my thoughts to the extent where I am left wondering if you could have
jerked me off even without a touch. Your thoughts can be that powerful. But
then, I am glad that we are apart because having you can never be as awesome as
the thoughts of you. Undressing you can’t be as beautiful as the imaginary feel
of our bodies intertwining in the heat, burning with desire in the flood of
passion.
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ReplyDeleteNikhil Tapadia
thnx nikhil.. :)
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