I stand looking out the window- no idea what I want. I
remember that time when I was content, you fuelled in me a desire, a fire to
achieve and now…I am lost. That fire consumes me still. I remember the time when
you used to say that you wanted for me all success in life but it’s only now
that I realize why you never replaced the ‘success’ with ‘happiness’. You have
always been smart, girl.
In hindsight, that itself could be the reason why things are
what they are. We always made an odd pair, didn’t we? The smart but silent girl
with the ever-smiling idiot. I assume I should be upset, or maybe even angry
(though I am not sure I can be either because it’s you we are talking about).
But right now, as I stand alone I feel only gratitude. Girl, you made me what I
am. But for you, I might have been now sitting at a rickety table, victim to that
inertia which never shakes. You were the pull that brought me out of the
gravity, and now, no matter what, all I can do is oscillate- only look at that which
is mine and not remove the distance, feel you all around me and continue ignore
your very existence. Thank you girl, you taught me life!
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