I remember in no particular order- A garden, a green dress,
the lyrics of a random song. A feathery
light relief fills my insides as I type this. I have heard that people see a
snapshot of their life in their last moments. Maybe my snapshot only has a green
dress and the garden. I always wondered why people wanted to die, to end
themselves before time. It was always a question unanswered. Not anymore. They
believe pain and suffering as the only cause behind death, but they ignore
relief, the gratification of having given all that you were supposed to give,
of having fulfilled all your goals and the beautiful emptiness that follows.
Death, I now realise is not just about the end. It’s more like a conclusion.
Like the end of a sentence- you put a full stop when you have conveyed all you
wanted to.
My life has now completed its purpose. And as I sit
here, feeling my veins drain out as I type, I feel happy. As happy as I felt
when I first met her, as happy as when I saw her smile. As happy as I have ever
been. It’s time to leave now, and I leave with no regrets. The world, as they
say, is beautiful. More so because of you.
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